"Cosmic Journey" and "Introspection" follow my first Grief/Art Journal titled "a Journey".These journals contain a collection of artwork and journal entries describing my thoughts and feelings following the death by suicide of our beloved 32 year old son Christian. Unable or unwilling to verbally discuss the depth of my feelings and the hurt, pain, and rage I have endured these journals have been my salvation. My world destroyed I struggle to find peace and my place in the universe.
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Friday, July 8, 2011
THE FIRST YEAR HAS PASSED
Pierced, Bleeding, and Bruised
Human words inadequate to describe the Unbearable, Inescapable Pain
First Birthday, First Memorial Day of your passing, Each holiday
Stabs, Tears, and Rips my already Broken Heart
Your place at the table left empty
Your absence Intensely felt
THE FIRST YEAR HAS PASSED
Time has no meaning
I am trapped in yesterday.
I will survive.
I just need time to find my way through all the emotions
All the hurt, the anger, the pain.
I have faith in tomorrow.
Faith that a loving God will clear my path
And lead me to a safe place
He will soothe my broken and battered heart
and
Help me find peace.
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