FRAGILELY HELD TOGETHER
Day after day passes. Month after month. And each day I think I should be getting better and little by very little I suppose I am - even if it doesn't feel like it most of the time. I hold on tight to the hope that eventually I will look back and see just how far I've come on this journey. But on this day, right now at this precise moment my heart is fragilely held together and prevented from exploding into a million pieces by sweet memories of past joys. And I dream and hope that all our tomorrows will be filled with healing thoughts and peaceful moments.
"Cosmic Journey" and "Introspection" follow my first Grief/Art Journal titled "a Journey".These journals contain a collection of artwork and journal entries describing my thoughts and feelings following the death by suicide of our beloved 32 year old son Christian. Unable or unwilling to verbally discuss the depth of my feelings and the hurt, pain, and rage I have endured these journals have been my salvation. My world destroyed I struggle to find peace and my place in the universe.
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Monday, March 14, 2011
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Linda, I promise it will get better. You are still in such a state of heartbreak. I am walking with you but most of all Christian is walking with you and he doesn't want to see you cry or feel your heart break. Try to smile when you think of him. I know how difficult it is to not be able to hold him but just keep telling him you love him. He will here you. I believe**)
ReplyDeleteThank you for taking the time to send me words of love and encouragement. It means a lot to me. And I, too, believe. Linda
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